Thursday, July 22, 2010

May - mid July 2010

What's Demotivating - One by one... they all left the building (so to speak). It started with the 3 Creative fellas about a year ago... and it went on until earlier this month. Almost everyone has left the building for greater and greener pastures. There's no stopping the 'trees from falling'. It had to happen, it was only a matter of time before frustrations began to sink in. Why it had to happen? For the obvious reasons... No one could endure the whims and fancies (and the paramount stupidity) of the so called 'Capo Regime' or Head of the Branch. Poor people skills? Inept managerial attributes? Lack of warmth? A hard-headed plank who could easily be described with plenty of smutty superlatives... In short, nobody could stand 'the big boy' - a double dork who didn't realize that he was such a doofus. I was probably too tolerant of him and among all of us, I was in all likelihood the one with the patience of a Greek God. Which was disheartening for me, in the end.

What I Should Have Done - I should have just left long time ago (especially when the fire was still burning). Enough said...

What I Needed To Do - Life has to go on. It is certainly not the end of the world, yet, for me. There are plenty of alternatives out there. I just need to double up my effort and search for the right avenue to continue driving my perpetual passion and enhancing my immanent talent...